At this point, I had already gotten off the stage and it was time for all the leads to take their bows. Well, Andrea and Brandi asked me if I wanted to come out again. I don't even think I was able to process anything at that point, I was in a daze and probably didn't even answer them. They just held my hands and pulled me along and the next thing I knew, I was out there again taking a final bow. After that, they escorted me off stage where Debora the stage manager was waiting for me with open arms ready to console this crying mess of a person. As I was walking to the costume area to get dressed, I ran into Sebastian who embraced me one more time and said, "why are you crying, I used my deodorant?". He did manage to get a laugh out of me through all those tears and then I went into the bathroom and just bawled my eyes out for a good 20 minutes. I know, I'm pathetic. This experience turned me into a complete mush but I wouldn't trade a moment of it for anything.